Feeling super stupid nao. Shall go offline and bury myself in physics -.-

Kay , so the N lvls results came out le yea ? I'm so proud of B , and i bet sist , you are proud of Edmund . Okay so, thanks sist for chatting w me and encouraging me to study . Thanks for that sist . I luv ni , <3
I need your help w falsies ! Haha , but i gotta go put my mind into books first O: Haaa

I don't want to rant , and i am not going to . First of all , bunny sist , i'm happy you saw Edmund. :) & hor sist , you should really be happy you saw him . Kay , anyway , these few days i like sudd chiong up on my hw (hols) . Holidays = Rest . Rofl . Anyway , did a bracelet for myself . Will do one for sist soon , luvxzc ni .

Okeh sist, rmb when i was at bugis? yea, at first my friends said e was the purple colour shirt guy. then i assumed it was cause i didn't really take a peek or wtv cause i was at cotton on and i called you ya. Wrong person anw. e said he was wearing black all the way so i kinda didn't believe him like idiot i know. He wanted to meet but like i didn't cause like stupid reasons and at last meet him when we were sitting at the cinema upstairs. he said smth like er whr's melissa? Then i thought tht he didn't recognise me and i thought he was thinking melissa can't be tht ugly or smth stupid like tht anw i felt there was no need to tell him i was melissa cause like depressed alr, then i told him melissa was in the toilet. ya then booblahblah, he went off after awhile. but after msging awhile then i realised he actually know it was me.

Can i rant here? ):
Sist, i don't know what to do, like srsly. i should like give up or smth maybe others would have given up long time ago. I prefer guys who takes the initiative to msg me and reply me asap when i msg them? like what if i need some listening ear or smth and no one else is there. i think i'm srsly stupid cause like there are a few but i just ignored their msges and calls cause it wasn't his. i always hoped it was his msg but it always turns up to be someone else. I don't give a fuck for other guys, but like fuck he won't ever know. he rests more than normal(to me) i guess? but like i don't mind. I try to reply his msges asap too. but guess it doesn't turn out the same for my case. tired ._.

I'm so sorry fr not updating only till naoz ): I'm going bugis tml, if you are going out, text me! These few days v moodless, juz because of some ____ matters. I started studying bt like it won't work? hols mood and etc. Got some addiction to sugar-coated nuts ^^.

Short dedication fr sist
I hope this sistership will last too. And i do cherish you ttm. Promise we won't drift ! <3